wow the last day was today.. you speak crazy talk.
its over.. no more.
in this past year i've gained so much and lost so much more.. in the past 4 years, i've been through so much, with so many different people. i hated it all and at the same time, i loved it all.
freshman year was the year of freedom, friendship and crushes.. there was my crush on phil. my relationship with jblake. and my bigger crush on fro. there was also terrence.. jeez. then my girl, cyndi. jackie came onto the scene also. dont forget the wakefield boys!
friendships grew apart over the summer.. cyndi and i's went squaSH. but friendships grew stronger and new relationships bloomed. there was jonathan.. and britney and i hung out alot.
sophmore year started off.. new friendships bloomed. there was our awesome biology class, kel and i became good friends. janelle too! ashley, we, throughout the year became "JACK" but it didnt reach its peak till much later. jonathan and i broke up, so did my friendship with britney. april vaca was amazing and then JACK died..
summer always separates people, no matter if you try hard or not.. you also meet new people. i met the medfords through a friend in a local band. see what music can do.. bring people together. so summer went on.. and paul and i were good friends by the end of the summer.
junior year started off good.. there was "ACK", trips to salem, me, ashley, kelly and mallory. no more janelle. there was jan brad though. we hung out from time to time, trips to boston, salem. the trips to boston, were usually kel, ash and i. sometimes we'd go to see ash's dad play in his band. there was edison, and lots of good laughs.. but people change. there was california dreamin, because the OC is amazing. then i met chris and we dated for 2 months, and let our on/off relationship drag on for a year. i met MW and the kid with the last name wood. there was hidden pond, or harry potter.
the relationship drained my summer from my usual activites, looking back i regret it but i suppose it was all for the best. ashley met ricky and she seemed to turn away from kel and i. it was a rocky summer. the cape was good, kel ash and me.. ash skipped out early, but no one doubted that shed leave with ricky. by the time school started i felt so distant from her already. she was my leaning shoulder, always an amazing friend, or was. apparently boyfriends are more important.. but how should i know..?
senior year, supposedly the greatest year. i say not. my relationship with chris dwindled on, and ashley only seemed to get further away. kel and i were fine. then people get sick, people die, just like friendships. in january my uncle passed away.. me thinking my friends would come and support me should have been a smart thinking, however turned out it was my biggest mistake to think. apparently i wasnt thinking when i asked ashley to come to his wake. i mean, she had met him, and stayed at my grandparents house before. she was, at one point my best friend and at that moment, everything changed. kel was great, dalyn too. it was such a hard time in my life, still is a big thing for me. chris came, i know he wanted to be helpful, but sometimes i question it.. past is past, cant take it back. by march it was DECA time.. and things that were left between chris and i got finished on the phonecall before i left for the competition. nothing more was ever said, and im glad. at the deca thing, i met michael and he's been great. we hung out, licked each others faces, wet willys, u name it. we started dating 4.20.. go us :) i started talking to cyndi again and got my tounge pierced.
summer begins for me, today was the last official day of high school! we cleaned out our lockers, that was crazy. all the pictures.. me and ash movie theater pictures, kel playing drums, kris at jessica simpson, pacifier tags, all the stuff that represnts the past four years, is trashed.
now im graduating and theres so much left undone but everything is finsihed all the same..